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Rebekah Hoffman's avatar

Oh how I feel every bit of this. As I sit here in my office, still in my pajamas after being glued to the Impeachment Trial from the time I opened my eyes, I feel so small. I don't believe I have ever felt this small in my life. Small is not all I feel, I feel helpless, hopeless. As I hollered at the TV time and time again today, I started to question myself. Is it just me? How is it possible that so many people are hearing and seeing the same thing that I am, and are not jumping over each other to make sure that justice is served? How are so many Republican members planning to vote not guilty despite the overhwlming evidence of guilt? How is it that I, a single mom of 3, jobless due to the pandemic, no experience in politics or law am able to see clearly how solid the case made against Trump is? How is it reasonable or right that Republicans who took an oath to be impartial are flying to the defense of the former president and his attorneys? Here come the screams agains! I feel like we have no voice. From the moment DJT prematurely announced he won the election, I feel like we have been muzzled without a voice.The insane conspiracy theories and vulgarity of his followers drowned out our victory cries for President Biden. How can we do anything about it? So many of us do not have the platform, we do not have the millions of followers on twitter, the connections to the media that would allow us to share our thoughts or influence any change. So we do what we can, many of us pointlessly write to our representatives only to recieve a generic response, we donate to campaigns when we can but of course, do not see an immediate result for our efforts. So we simply follow the news and happenings of our country without being able to do anything to influence the outcome. For two months we have been denied any feelings of victory, peace or rightousness because of lie after lie after lie repeated on every media platform possible. Since January 20th we have had small victories, small moments of happiness and peace, only to have them constantly upended by the never ending saga of Donald Trump and now it appears multiple members of the Republican Party. Dominating the news, social media, constant attacks and threats on those that don't agree with their views. Yet again, those of us who don't have the platform, just sit back and watch because we have no voice. This week though, this week we were proud as the Impeachment Team stood up and started to be that voice! Presenting the facts in a clear and concise manner, tying it together while we sat in our living rooms shouting YES! YES! at the TV! This is it, we are going to have our day in "court" here comes our voice! Unfortunately, despite the Impeachment Managers amazing job, and passionate effort, this was short lived. Stories of Senators collaberating with the defense, despite their oath to be fair and impartial frustrated and confused us. But nobody said anything so it must have been acceptable? But this was hard for so many of us to swallow, how is this fair? What are we watching? Frustrated and confused we were losing our hope again, this was a farce. There will be no justice. Just more unabashed backroom dealing for political favor instead of doing what is right for our country. We took to twitter, we shouted again at our TV's, we demanded an answer but nobody responded. By the time the vote came to, we were even more confused, frustrated and by now exhausted. Emotionally exhausted. What just happened? How did it happen? As the day ends I , along with many others, find myself ready to move on but keep thinking about the unfairnes. I know this is not over, Trump is not done, the legal system will go after him, there will be months of Trump in the media overshadowing much of anything else and all we can do is watch. Not only Trump but those who enabled him, those who OPENLY support a man that Mitch Mcconell himself all but said is guilty of inciting the riots on the Capitol. These men with little morals who do not have the best interest of the people at heart. We have to watch as this plays out like a prime time soap opera. Pulliing us further and further away from the the values that have defined our country. I pray that the Biden administration outshines all of this darkness, I pray that his inspires more and more people to step up and find a platform to give all of us a voice and I pray that each day we can find something positive to hold on to so that we do not sit in our homes filling small with no voice while our Country seems to fall apart around us. As you can tell by the run on sentences and wordy post, it has been a long day and I know many of you feel the same. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you as we try to move on from this!!

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Gary McNeeley's avatar

Im a nam vet... I lost a nephew in iraq... lost a uncle in ww2... lost a cousin in Korea ...and 2 older cousins in nam prior to me... I can't help but think of all the people that served in combat knowing the oath they took and lived up to... and the Republican senators that have violated their oath... its a tragedy for patriotism and constitution... all the death defending the constitution in combat all in vain... my heart bleeds for the pain of today

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