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Carmen Lezeth's avatar

I've never really been in therapy. It's not something you do so easily when growing up poor for sure, but also just not something anyone ever admitted too until recently. George Floyd's murder was my breaking point. But I've been in need for a while. I bring it up because my therapist asked me the other day, "Is participating in all of these events, healing or retraumatizing you?" It was an interesting take for sure and made me realize that for some people of color, definitely for me, some of this is so hard. The first video you posted, I'd never seen. I knew where it was going and when it ended with images of today's issues and the question, "How Free Are We?" - I lost it. I cried. Of course, I know Frederick Douglass' words and I've seen this video before - the part that crushes me, "I'm 20 years old and I'm exhausted." The lovely young man says. I shouted out, "I hear that love." - The hymn, "Lift Every Voice and Sing" is familiar - though I'm used to a more gospel version if you will. A church version, but still, gets me every time. I thank you Mr. Rather for posting all of this. What I told my therapist is what I'll share with you as well. "Yes, it does bring me to a place of hollow pain every time I have to listen, or share, or support, or find the energy to just be Black among all the history or story of our true American experience. I admit I am triggered each time. But there's also a joy, a comfort, maybe it's a hope - in watching my White brothers and sisters who know better do better. And the ones who use their power to change it all...well, that's how I heal for a moment each time and find my way through." I feel like each time I comment on this space I am incredibly over-dramatic and maybe a bit out-of-line. I apologize, but I'm doing it anyways because I feel so compelled too. Let me say, once again, thank you Mr. Rather for this piece you put out today. Thank you for using your power to make necessary change. Thank you for making me feel better knowing that "there's hope." My wish is that more White folk take on, not just learning about our history as a country, but embrace it and then share it with others who may not normally go down this road. I hope you enjoy a lovely Juneteenth with your family and friends Mr. Rather. And, may I say, I'm sure you've been invited many times, by more important folk than me, but you're always welcomed to the cookout.

With respect and so much joy,

Carmen

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Stephen F. Duncan's avatar

Thanks Dan. I had the great pleasure to portray Maj Gen Gordon Granger at the Al Edwards Juneteenth celebration here at Ashton Villa on Galveston Island. Politicians such as Rep Sheila Jackson Lee spoke and reminded us of our history and our promise of a bright future. May we become the country we can be, together.

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